The New Adventures of Old Rebecca

Lets see, what have I done today that was remotely interesting? I guess I can account for yesterdays happenings, I traveled to my Aunt and Uncle's house for some fun filled relaxiation. - Basically it was me wanting to spend time with human beings who actually wanted to spend time with me that didn't feel compelled to spend time with me, BUT they went to bed around 11.30, leaving me all alone with Harley the cat to watch television. - What does that make me? Am I that boring of a person? I will grant you, that I never really was that interesting to begin with, but just hanging out has become such a problem for the people in my life lately..it's hard to catch a break.

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I don't think I get just how eccentric my family is, while I am still dabbling into this abyss. I mean, for instance, my brother has been glued to my hip, which is a complete contradiction to what I had previously said (i.e. is it so hard to catch a break?) but alas, it still is a matter of facts. (I guess it depends on who I want to hang out with in the first place.) - I was webcamming with the boy I am going to marry one day and my brother bursts in just being himself, which is utterly embarassing. I mean the things that spill out of this child's mouth just froze my spine & all I really could do was just set my head on the desk while my hubby laughed & they shared a "guy moment".

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Brings me to Guy Moments: I don't really understand guys. They claim to be simple creatures of the night, but I beg to differ. Some begin to show interest then COMPLETLEY 180 and it's back to square one, while others show no interest at all, but later tell you that they think about you when they jerk off. /Le sigh. I just don't get it.

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Later from this embarassing conversation that my brother nor hubby thought was embarassing at all (just me being my overcritical self) I pleaded with one of my best friends, Amanda (see post de virginity) to make her way out of her house, even though it was Richard's (her father) birthday. We drove around in a giant circle just whining about how our lives suck; how technology is just betraying her left & right & how my world seems to just be collapsing just because I need something to complain about. I always seem to need something to complain about. I love her though, she'll figure it out. I still stand by the whole he likes her, (duh, she likes him!) and he just doesn't realize it yet. But, I guess we'll see where it goes for them.

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As for me, shit is changing left and right, but I'll always be the same girl I have been since day one. I'm real good at adapting.