And what a good morning it is kids! Apparently I like to wake up at 7.00 AM just for waking up at 7.00 AM. I started off my morning with lights on because my younger brother was headed off to another fun filled day of highschool; that was about 6.30 AM. So after startling to an abrupt level of awareness, I proceed to pick up my phone to buy a ringtone. I have no clue what came over me, but I felt I needed a new one. (SideNote: Purchased Obstacle 1 - Interpol, a very good song.) I am going to say it's safe to assume that I want to do something with my life as well as not miss my appointment that I have today that I've either been late for or completley absent for of the past two weeks. I want to be not wasting my days sleeping anymore, but I never want to at night. Although last night, what was it..12.30 AM was my new bedtime and it felt..good.
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Confirmed information: My Uncle Rob, or Rob to his peers, has had Congestive Heart Failure. (For those of you who do not know, please inform yourselves by clicking the link that I took 5 seconds out of my day to find.) - I mean, I guess I am worried? But I don't have that aching feeling in my core that this is it for him, I think they're just going to drain his system and send him on his way. Maybe then he won't be such a hard ass.
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I want you all to know that living in a house with as many people as I do is very overwhelming. I keep thinking about the future because of it. Do I really want a house full of this many people? Which leads to..do I want to have children some day? The current answer; No. No I do not want to have children. I cannot incorporate someone else and make sure their needs are met simply because I do not want to. Is that selfish? Food for thought, I suppose. It shouldn't matter to me, but in this day and age when two of your friends are already parents as young as 15, is somewhat of an eye opener. And I do know that once you have a child you are completley changed forever. The question is, Do I want to change forever?
No.
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Perhaps I'll have some more amazing things to type into blog abyss soon. I mean, it's only 7.45 AM and I haven't gotten my shower in yet. We'll see how it goes.
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