The Mix Cd

This is the latest trend at my work. Everyone making everyone mix cds. I am currently working on two cds. One for my boss and one for my co-worker Matthew. It is actually one of the hardest processes to complete, making a mix cd for someone you barely know. Finding songs that you enjoy, but always thinking in the back of your mind "what if they hate this goddamn cd?" or "this isn't that great of a song, perhaps I should change it..but then it throws off the whole feel of the cd..and I have to change the catbox soon.." - It's just a never ending process. I will give Matthew his cd tomorrow complete with note and list of the songs on it and pray and hope that he enjoys it as much as I do. A little piece of my musical heart is going along with him wherever he takes this cd. (Even if it is in the trash.)
(Sidenote: Reminder to self; Have Kevin [boss] make you a new cd. Seems some people threw it away earlier.) And yes, my boss will get his cd as soon as he comes back from Colla-rado (as he says it.)

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I love the feeling of jumping into an icecold pool of water. Is this sarcasm? Perhaps.

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Was that, lightning I just saw? And thunder? Hwhat? Well, I live in Michigan..I shouldn't expect anything less from it.

Changing it up.

Welp, I finally got some sort of balls to tell the guy that I like that I like him. It was a very interesting process for me. I of course, couldn't bring myself to say anything to his face because he still scares me a bit. So, after endless hours of dreaming senarios and waking to see him at work, I was a bit fed up with the whole ordeal. I just simply put:

Hey.

I like you.

I am just too chicken shit to say it to your face at this time, so I use the internet as my backup.

So, you can either do something about it or I suggest you are extra careful with my heart til it all blows over.

BUT until then, I like you, I like you, I like you!

& Then I proceeded to do some more extensive cleaning so I can just go out without a hitch today to do some more shopping.

Am I nervous at all? Right now, no. But I feel it'll creep up on me soon enough. The compulsive fear that my world is going to be caving in around me will seep through my skin and weigh me down for a total of 5 minutes, but it'll feel like the worst 5 minutes of my life.

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I have yet another cold. It is driving me nuts how often I have been getting sick lately. At least I am at the end of this one.

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Wild Cherry Pepsi is the best drink out there. I should probably stop drinking soda all together though to get back into shape for running. >.<

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Robert Pattinson will always be my backup for marriage, I have decided. (Or Shia Labeouf..or Emile Hirsch.) I will always want to wake up to his voice each and everyday as he makes coffee and I refuse to get out of bed because I'll be cold.

Yeah, it'll be good with either my real life boy or celebrity Rob. <3

I taste this chemical we use at work in my mouth. I think it's in my head, but it still freaks me out to even taste it. Because then it tastes just as it smells; God awful.

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I've been trying to keep up with a million things lately & I am not doing a very good job. (I just wanted to say that for saying it.)

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I tried to call my dad about a week ago. His number was disconnected. I figured that though, but it was worth a shot, right?

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I really like this guy at work. Like, I reeeeally like him. I do not want to get into details right now, because I don't know what else I would say at this point.

But he'd fill the empty space next to me when I sleep, quite nicely.

How Deep is Your Love?

I am feeling frightfully overwhelmed at the moment. I don't enjoy life. I just live for living. Breathe for breathing. I don't enjoy what I smell. I don't enjoy what I see. I enjoy however, the sights of two boys that I work with. They are pleasent on my peepers. But anything else is the same old same old & it just so happens to be what you would call a rut. ^^^

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I have had a headache for the past few days. I really miss not having headaches. Why oh why did my mother have to have a stroke (thus forcing me to get off all my medications that helped with migranes and preventing children.)

My Shade Game Crazy

"You are one hundred percent responsible for everything that happens to you in your life."

Think about it.

Time Traveling Demons Part Duex

o1. No Amy, I will not change my font color.
o2. I am hanging with Kyle again. I have missed him so.
o3. Today's episode of Spongebob was hilarious.
o4. I need coffee.
o5. Superbowl today!
o6. Work from 5-11



That is all.